This blog is going through a confusion period, like I do, of course. Being in my 3rd year everything starts to have other dimensions. I enjoy every single thing I do at University. I started to do new things such as metric and topological spaces, rings and fields, complex analysis, and much more. I started to understand some other things and we are doing some more deep theorems. I am happy that I have chosen to do mathematics. But with this things comes the question: ‘What are you going to do after next year?’ and this is my big confusion.
There are so many things that I can chose from, you find more here. And everyone around me is pushing me in different directions. I know that I have never posted something like this, but from a long time I feel exhausted and a little scared ( maybe terrified) about this. This is still not a good excuse why I stopped writing and left all my projects away, but I am sure most of you will understand me.
What is more upsetting for me is the feedback that comes from my family. I wish I could make them understand me. I wish they could find the patience to listen to me and what I feel about all this, and to support me on whatever stupid projects I have. I wish they could just Listen to me.
This post is not related to math, but is more about me and my absence from this blog. Understanding this small ‘problem’ of mine will help me find a way to get over it faster. I am working at a ‘cure’ for it, so I hope some new math-related posts will come soon enough.